Pentecost

Everything meant never and always were the same bird, two doves, the way wound is just a shape and holds two words: what the cloth had done around the body and what the body suffered. If you have kept your promise this morning, you, too, have practiced resurrection. Days passed—when at last I begged for a sign to know the end of all things beginning, I meant waking so often in the dark had left me small and faithless, afraid of waiting. The room feels thin and changes and if what's broken in can speak it keeps silent. I've never said the same word twice, not even in prayer, is that not faith? I'll tell you this: being heard feels like a miracle. I sit as still as I can. Then there's everything sounding out clearly but softly and not quite in language—sit with me, listen.
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